What am I doing here?

I have never been one to keep a journel or diary. I have started a few but when I look back at them it is all all about the depressig times I had in the past. That is no more! I have more problems now than back then but I would not change a thing. I think My entire life has let me to this point in life where I have finished raising my children and have met a wonderful new man. I think that if I was told to put together a man that would fit me just perfect then he would be exactly the man I have been with now for 8 months. He is my perfect match and he really loves me. I knew right then that I have never really been loved before. He is the man of my dreams and we will love each other forever. No one has ever made me feel the way he does. I am disabled and my ex said I was broken and useless. My new man doesn't see that at all. We have been having a great time together and his family have all met me and love me too. Happy, Happy, Happy. I'll let you know how its going from here.